run

So today I went for a run, and then I kept on running, and running...to the point where I ran for an hour. I just kept on going because I didn't feel tired. I realized that when I run, I burn away all my emotions and everything in me to the point where I have nothing left of myself. At that point, I am most in tune with God, and I can hear His voice most clearly. It's amazing.

The past few days have been difficult watching friends I am really close with leave, but it's been a time to reflect upon my summer. I am so changed from when I came out here, and I hope that people see that change in me when I return home. God has revealed so much to me about myself--I have learned a lot about myself and how God created my heart. God has instilled a passion for evangelism, reaching out to people, and discipling women. I want to pour my heart and life into relationships with other girls, and struggle with them in being godly women. I'm excited to go back and begin the task that my Jesus has set before me.

I have become so free spirited this summer and more adventurous. I am so fulfilled and satisfied with the adventures I had this summer. I climbed eleven mountains!!!!! Not many girls do that--it's amazing! I started running a lot and have gotten in the best shape of my life! I have adapted to sleeping at any hour of the day. If I get up at 4:30 in the morning to drive up to trail ridge road for the sunrise...I can come back and take a nap from 7:00am until 7:45am. Or I can go to bed at 7:00 in the evening and wake up at 12:30 in the morning to hike mountains in the middle of the night! Although it's bittersweet to leave this amazing place, I am excited to go home and build the kingdom of God. I am a strong woman of my Lord, and nothing is going to stop me from living solely and passionately for Him.